Faizal likely to leave, I think that my life as normal. But not like what I want .. probably what happened to me this is a reply .. I left with no reasonable excuse, while I pursued my love of those who do not know the origin .. but he loves my heart full .. but I'm willing wounded by love is not possible to be mine ..no use for me to regret it .. everything was gone .. to turn when I was not able .. what was I thinking just now, I want to love a man who is honest and a better of it and I can be happy at his side ..
as usual, I was hard to accept the love that loves me, but I'm happy to accept the love that I love, I am hurt because of the effects of the love I can not give what I want ..
I love the love that funny but it has elements of romance .. but so far I still find it .. I have love 10 times in life before..
but they are no use to me because they are honest to me .. but it is very thin, very difficult for me to receive 100% of their presence in my life and made me decide to end the relationship ..
The first love I give a lesson to myself to not believe in love .. whether the situation that I face now is because I believe in tough love, or I'm still living in the shadow of my first love?
I can not forget how hurt i am at that time .. I was so hurt that I never thought of suicide .. However, I am thankful for the friends I used to be on my side .. what's more,
I became mature after the first love ..
I realized after his first love, I just think that my love of the game just get so alone and never occurred to me
seriously ..
but now I intend to deal with seriously because I know I'm not the girl who was under age but I am a girl
18 years old .. and it is possible for me to have ..
But the man who would have me?
I still think about it ..
